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Gee Lee Bessey's Journal
damn you know cindy and her cool ass red thingys that do that thing? well she tried to teach me how to do it and i am gonna see if it works...if not...suck!hover mouse here
Current mood:
creative.Current music: Saves the Day - This is Not the Exit.
ok so apparently dead journal is really dead. ::sigh:: so ive conformed to xanga. i guess thats the asian in me coming out. or alex's stupid influence. grumble grumble. i dont get to pick little blue guys who have like over 50 emotions, some of which i never knew i could have. so here's the link to my xanga...::sigh::^2 http://www.xanga.com/home.asp?user=Gee2
Current mood:
horny.Current music: Bob Marley - No Woman No Cry.
its ahrd to type when your tirde. abd im def tired. umm so i just wanted to say, wow. im tirde hahahaha, woo!
gee lee rocks: ok.
gee lee rocks: if i was a hotdog would you eat me?
gee lee rocks: hahahahaha, haha. ha,,,,ha
ALEX d 7: what the heck
ALEX d 7: go to bed
ALEX d 7: if you were a hotdog
ALEX d 7: ?!?
ALEX d 7: wtf kinda q is that?!
gee lee rocks: hahahahahahahah
ALEX d 7: i only eat them with ketchup
gee lee rocks: whoo!
ALEX d 7: and fatty mayo
gee lee rocks: i meant! if YOU were a hotdog would you eat yourself?
ALEX d 7: what kinda hotdog are you?
ALEX d 7: hahaha
ALEX d 7: ohh
ALEX d 7: right....
ALEX d 7: ok
ALEX d 7: you've been treading water too long in the deep end
SEE what happens when yout tirde and your talk at so late?
Current mood:
sleepy.Current music: none its too late!!!!!!.
http://www.asianavenue.com/Members/?NOP
here's what i was doing instead of my Chinese homework!!
Current mood:
listless.Current music: Dishwalla - Angels and Devils.
Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?
wtf? im A.C. Slater?
wow.
Current mood:
confused.Current music: Ja Rule - Red Lights.
yup yup so my sister's getting married. and i didnt even get to give her a toast. i thought that was like the sister thing to do. but apparently it is done by the random friend who was throwing the party. she was kind of a mean too, she yelled at me for drinking a juice box out of her fridge!! damn the hazards of being a non alcoholic. yea and my damn brother called RIGHT in the middle of the toast making me look bad...but at least i made a joke about it and everyone laughed. damn but thank god i got out of there when i could. i kinda dislike watching my family members get drunk, but i fortgot to grab a slice of that better than sex chocolate cake!! damn!
so the date auction. i went for $170, i thought i would be more than that. but apparently not. anyways i think my act went over pretty well. at the pimps and hoes party everyone kept calling me shakira, and these random ppl wanted me to take pics with them. i guess i got a slight taste of stardom. except i couldnt get ppl to call me by gee lee. even after i told them my real name they were like...SHAKIRA!!! eh, thats what happens with drunk azns i guess. and those damn omegas!! they spiked the drinks waaay to much!! poor debbie was soooo drunk, i felt responsible. but at least i took care of her after. man everyone was at that party!! there was, hai, dean, oogie, bunty, henry vo (the hot guy who showed his tighty whiteys at the date auction), felicia, ashwin, zach, glenn, emily ong, vy, a ton of other vsa officers who i dont remember the names of, chris, carol, adam and matt (haha my boys from water polo!!!) and so many more ppl who i cant remember...haha. damn that was a fuckin fun pahty though
Current mood:
groggy.Current music: aaliyah ft. timbaland - i need a resolution.
alright so our water polo team sucks this year. and its so hard to go from being the winning team to being like the worst damn team. but i guess thats what happens when nobody from last year has decided to come back. except maybe me and erin and lorena. and believe you me we cannot possibly make up the whole damn team. shit we need some reconciliation. and i played so damn shitty i was embarrased of myself. but hey, it just means we need more work. we need more time to learn to play as a team. its so easy to give up, but its an accomplishment to learn to work together. and grow into an unbeatable winning team.
-Gee Lee
Current mood:
disappointed.Current music: Bon Jovi - You Give Love a Bad Name.
i forgot to pick the cool little blue guy in my last entry.
Current mood:
crappy.Current music: Green Day - Burnout.
so.
i got a 37 on my first Chinese quiz. and this is what Ho lao shi wrote on top. "I am really worried about you! Aren't you a Chinese Major? How can I help?" this definitely means im in trouble. ::sigh:: im so worried. i cant handle my shit. i dont even want to be a chinese major anymore...i dont even know anymore. and i think i failed my rtf test this morning. and my brother wants to drop out of school, my dad wont fucking give me any money for ANYTHING! so im going broke... great. im financially screwed, educationally screwed, emotionally screwed up, and life seems like such a bowl of cherries huh?? i hate to be the complainer and im not looking for any goddamn sympathy, but sometimes i just wish i was in a much better situation. not that im not thankful for all that i got. i just wish there was some kind of solution. leanne's right, my anxiety is high. and i cant help it, i just need something to help me through my troubles...or maybe someone. ::sigh:: fuck it im gonna go grab some much needed sleep. dont need to be getttin sick on top of it all.
Current music: Dixie Chicks - Long Time Gone.
so,
i spent a good part of the night studyinf for my oceanography test. its all a jumble in my head and i cant even think straight! im scared, i cant afford to fail another damn test. plus i havent even really studied for my Chinese quiz tomorrow. Man i already can't wait until tomorrow's over. halloween? pshaw me and leanne and tiffany are gonna get together and have a horrific study session. with a test at 8am on friday my halloween's shot. i guess the only thing to look forward to is the tournament this weekend. but not really cuz apparently i have an attitude problem and fuckin pascal and i had a falling out. i hate that bastard. anyway if he wont let me play then im gonna play for trinity or something, yea i know. id be like a traitor, but im not gonna let that fool bring me down...
damn ok at least i sorta know what classes im taking next semester. im out...
Current mood:
distressed.Current music: India.Arie - Brown Skin.